The battle.

Well. It seems like a an at a strange place in life. Ya know those days when ur look at your life and think about how it's completely different than what u imagined it would be. Almost as if you let your old self down. There's so much I wish I could go back and tell myself. Life seriously needs humor. With out it life kinda sucks. Don't take people seriously... Bit the thing is if you don't take them serious they won't take you serious and then that's were the problem starts. I feel like I almost create problems for myself too... For example someone close to me has resently told me im insecure. Well I'm not just for the record. Maybe right now I'm not as proud of my body cuz I'm kinda out of shape, maybe like eveygirl I pms and have those days where all I need is someone to just be there and build me back up when I'm falling apart. No lie we all kno we get like that. Right now I'm at like the falling part in life. Everything seems to be crashing down on me all at once. College planning, school, friends... Ya know how things add up. Well it does and right now it is. Kinda alot. This doesn't mean i'm insecure it just means I need reenforcements in my battle against the world...